school. school.

So it begins.

My Senior Year. What shall I expect? hmm... I know. CLICK DRAMA. <-- eww. & getting ready for college. I'm in Plenty of Concurent Credit classes, & that's a lot of time to fill up.

MUHAHAHA... any suggestions for senior PRANKS? I need some splendid ideas.

here's one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2HLQn4c62I&feature=player_embedded

this is for taylor's graduation.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XISBJ-MJ0HI&feature=related

taylor plans on playing this song on me for graduation. she's a huge fan of yo-yo ma anyway. She was excellent at playing Elgar's Cello Concerto, but this one, she's going to blow out of the water! she always feels so comfortable with me. she always hugs me. & says goodnight to me. She always wants me to feel loved. so in return... I'm going to sound my best for her.

Love you Taylor,

love edgar.

new song.

taylor figured out how to play a bunch of lady gaga songs on me. & i've never had so much fun being played. she's excellent at playing songs by ear. from long days of being banged on by little kids, she always cheers me up by playing a lady gaga song. she learned Bad Romance & Paparazzi.

thanks taylor,

love lyla.

hope youu lovers these.... because i'm addicted. loverly loverly loves it.

i love photo editing. that's all i can say. is it sad to say i take a bunch of pictures of myself? it's too much fun. hope ya like em.

homework & series of unfortunate events.

today i've been listening to the soundtrack of series of unfortunate events, and it makes me want to cry. it's so beautiful. & i'm a lover for Jim Carey. "I will love these orphans as if they were actually wanted." haha. so.

Now doing homework... english in fact. we just finished the crucible and let me tell youu, it's weird. i wouldn't read it by choice. crazy crap. but it does explain a lot about the RED SCARE. Ahhhh. you COMMUNIST! na. just jokin. or am i?

Okay... got to get back to homework. :]

goodbye world.

feeling

I've had the feeling lately that I'll be one to remember. I will be praised and cherished by others. but that time is for my future. At the moment, I'm not that way. I'm barely seen, & i feel that i'm aching for attention. I know that my face will be recognized by all. My talents will pursue my dreams for others to hear. it will happen.

old times..

this was about 3 to 4 years ago. but it was a christmas i'll never forget.. just another silly picture for you to laugh at i guess. :]

That's me and my cousin, Elisa. we played those picture puzzle games all night long. (in a camper outside so we could be alone). hehe.

warning: those picture puzzles are addicting. if you purchase one, be prepared to lose sleep. i'm not kidding.

ohh blakey.

ohhh kay.

funny story:

my tiny brother blake, age 6, was talking about the earth quake in Japan... and i asked him what happened and he said, "they got hit by a salami". haha. i love my little brothers. :] too cute.

p.s: i'm getting a new one in a month! (baby brother)

this will make brother #4

little cousins.

so...
last night i stayed the night at my aunt zanny's house. & she has the cutest little squirts ever. She has three girls. There's Kaylee Mae, Tristan Sue, and Quinn Marie. Quinn is only 5 months old and is so very sweet at her age. she's starting to make funny noises. & she's the happiest baby you'll ever meet. She'll smile and giggle to anything. a little story on tristan. hehe...
my aunt Zan told me this:
After Tristan came out of the bathroom one day, she turned around and bowed saying "Thankyou your majesty." I guess that's her throne. :) anyway. I'm grateful to have my aunt zanny to go to. her house is always one to be a dork at.
I LOVE THEE ZANNY.
"calm yourself claire. it was but an earthquake. not your horse-hung garden boy!"

troubled.

Dear all,
life's gettin hard. i wish i had mind control or something. :) I recently just saw Dinner for Schmucks and it was hilarious. With a couple of naughty parts. Haha. "I wanna be a penguin"!! I love Steve Carell. :)
Night everyone.

late night sleepers..

here's a short little entry for ya: laying in bed reading quotes by some of the best writers &&& listening to muse. [best band in the world] & I'm super duper close to falling asleep. zzzzzz... hmm. I'm super relaxed in my white bead boarded / green moss colored walls, snuggled in my red sheets. I ramble a lot. sorry. aren't reths cool? (if that's how youu spell it.) :) I watched my big fat Greek wedding today & mowed the lawn & washed/brushed the dog && practiced mein cello. also I cleaned the house. I'm tired.
goodnight.
ps: this turned put to be a long entry. Oh well.

plain lovely.

movie time tonight & I feel like watching one of my favorites: Dan in Real Life! I absolutely love this movie and how relaxing it is. It's extremely laid back and natural. I'm in Wyoming and enjoying every moment. It's so quiet. I've never heard nothing before! It's amazing. It's raining on the cabins windows and the fan spinning giving me a breeze. And then I see the moon and it's glorious moon rays lighting up the night. Even though my grandma still has Christmas decorations out... I still feel the summer mood. Nature is so elegant and refined. I just want to breathe it all in. I wish I could drink all the rain and feel wind swim through the trees. My plan when I'm older is to go to Boston university and get a degree in music performance and move to either Oregon or Washington. But I'm thinking Oregon! oh.. And I realized that Vegas is literally sin city. I recently went there and could feel evil and akwardness swarming around me while I walked down the street. I don't understand the world sometimes. But hey... Who does? anyway.. I'm going to get back to my movie. toodaloo.

hmm.. I'm tired.

Hello everyone...
Well... I just encountered a wonderful music camp just this last week. As you all know i play the cello & enjoy every moment I have time to play it. But right now, I'm worn out. So here I am laying in my bed taking a break from my movie and writing to all of youu. I never realized how much fun it is to look back on all your writings and thoughts. :) it's quite fun. Well, this next week I'm going to girls camp with my church and I want to do some pranks on my leaders.. But I'm not sure what to do yet. If any of you have any ideas, be sure to tell me. Love any idea. I have lots of ideas involving ductape and vasaline. & I need something new. Oh and the week after that I have the fantastic opportunity to go to Redfish Lake and camp! Woo hoo.. whatch out bitter cold lake.. Here I come!

my purpose.

Hello everyone.
... So school finals have been occurring and I'm extremely stressed out from the normal teenager high school life. uh... I had no idea it would be this exhausting. So... hopefully this blog will help me look forward to coming home everyday!
I watched the movie Julie/Julia... and it made me start thinking that maybe I should start doing a blog. so.. here I am.. just writing my mind. Sorry my profile is so boring. I'm still trying to figure this out. Soon to Come: An eye candy Profile! (hopefully).
My plan for writing this blog is to speak my mind. weather you like it or not. disagree or agree. I'd love to hear your comments... and I know it sucks to hear "give me your comments!"... but... It's super fun to hear from different people and to make new friends!
So.. Here it goes. Wish me luck!... to write my mind freely!
- Mae.

Hey ya'll

Hello Everyone!

I'm Taylor Mae Bollwinkel! The name of my website is obviously named 'mae mae', my middle name, the name my mother likes to call me. My life is full of wonder & excitement. I play three instruments. Cello, Piano, & Guitar! In my future, I plan on attending Julliard University (My Dream). Music is pretty much my boyfriend. I love all sorts, just crank it on up, & I'm good. Some of my favorite bands & artists is: Dave Matthew's Band, Damien Rice, Jason Mraz, The Frames, Taylor Swift, Yo-Yo Ma, Jon Schmidt, The Academy is..., Smashing Pumpkins, U2, One Republic, All-American Rejects, my newest favorite: American Idol's Kris Allen, and soo much more! 

Thanks!...

Taylor Mae